我生病了

Sick Sick Sick...This is my first time to get sick since I started my career after graduate few months ago. There's a terrible feeling in my heart. Keep on thinking lonely and no one can taking care of me while I sick. I need to bear the sickness to drive quite a distance for a clinic, waiting for the nurse to shout my name, buying medicines and drive back to home. I felt terrible along the process, dizziness and yet walking with a heavy body especially head, it brings me a kind of sadness generated in my heart. I asked a question to myself, 'where is my friends?'...The Answer is : No at all...